| why does this keep happening? why can't you leave my heart alone?
i know who im supposed to be with.
it's not you.
so get out of my head.
im sick of trying to impress you. im tired of wondering how you feel.
go home.
go home.
your home is not my heart anymore! |
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| this is getting tough.
my emotions are playing with me.
"i don't need you but i hate that you feel like home."
just stop making me feel this way.
it's too much to hope you were talking about me.
i miss you. and i hate that i do. |
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| <strike>sometimes</strike> most of the time i can't stand it here.
not to mention, i hate storms. =[
this family is going to drive me crazy sooner or later. my guess is sooner.
even when they're not down my throat, they're down each other's and it kills me.
oh well. a half hour is all i have to wait, then my baby will come sweep me away to n64 land.
i'm bored. whatev.
<3
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| I'm sorry Xanga. I've been away.
I know, I know. I've missed you too!
So what's new you ask? Not much.
The summer is going by very quickly. I've been wrapped up in the arms of my baby.
We're still going steady.
I'm jobhunting. We're attempting a move. Getting away from 12th street.... I hope FOREVER.
After I'm 18, I'm heading to North Carolina. Sun and sand and city lights. It's all I've ever wanted.
Let's see. I'm going white-water rafting in two days. <3 I'm pretty excited.
And we're going to a waterpark in Virginia in July. Not to mention a trip to Cedar Point somewhere around in there too. I'm going to be all over the place and that makes me ridiculously happy. As long as I'm away from this goddamn house.
It's hot out. And I love it.
Maybe I'll get tan this year.
Probably not. Hah.
<3
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